i hate that i love you so much. the trap of my actions had made me feel to leave you. aa milion times later, i thought i made a mistake. i stayed in grief or stil am on what i did to you. but yiu need to know. i cant always keep provinv things to you. its like the crave of cheese. neverending. unsatisfactory. and a desire to have a little more after every time your stomach finds itself full. i cant keep proving you. not because i dont want to. but because i should not. and maybe, nobody should. if you hve to prove now and then, you ll feel caged so much. you wont be able to let go that human coz you develop a feeling of doing for them no matter the hurt in return. and you cant keep urself happy too. love shouldnt make you feel so. or should it? you, decide.