you probably don’t know this, but there is a surface level part of me that is incredibly charming, outgoing, fun, teasing, carefree etc. this version is extremely attractive to people and that is whether it pertains to a business, friendship or romantic level relationship. but i am not even close to that way all the time, even most the time. and there are cycles that i’m called back into this life in some variance a higher percentage of the time, but it’s not who i am and it’s hard for me to stay here because it is so awfully boring and insignificant. i can’t tell you how many people loved the surface level me, but when the deep, thoughtful, intense, spiritual, quiet, version inevitably emerges and it always does when i trust and appreciate someone enough to show the deeper levels of my core, people mostly bail on me. it’s not that i’m not that other version too, because i am obviously, it’s just that i’ve seen over and over and over and over again that people seem to only want or appreciate the surface level version. which is terribly unfortunate, but we live in a mad world and that is just the way people have been programmed
it’s never too late to be who we could of been. it’s never too late to start now and build the ideal version of ourselves. and remember- it is always only what we can control- it never has anything to do with other people/circumstances we don’t have control over
from the earliest of ages we are taught to spend our time/energy/light/attention on worthless pursuits that suck us dry and leave our souls with nothing. by the grace of god, if you have children, you will break this wicked self-perpetuating cycle
oh the pain we endure occasionally. sometimes self-inflicted, sometimes because we remember a soul from past lives and they are so caught up in this mad world that they forgot who we are and don’t follow their intuition. either way, this is wise advice to keep in mind
the spring equinox on march 20th was ALWAYS/is the new year. the beginning of ♈️ aries and not the middle of ♑️ capricorn on january 1st is not the new year. this is just one of the many deceptive things they’ve switched up on us
we must trust our intuition. trust the feelings that people/things/situations give us. we need to stop explaining away those gut feelings with logical thought. or outright refusing to heed the warning because we don’t like the message. it is that world that we can’t see or explain that is the real world- not this fake physical mad version that we think is all that is real
there is so much time/energy/light we waste on other people/things/pursuits and it is a magical day when we realize these empty pursuits will not bring us peace and fulfillment. when that day comes and we are truly able to go within and converse with our real selves and align with our mission/purpose in life- that is truly a great day
but if there’s no crowd to back us up, how are we suppose to...believe/stand-up/support/boycott/criticize something or someone else? groupthink/mass consciousness is a very real thing and it is not until we can rise above this cluttered mess that we can find true freedom. feel peace. realize wisdom. see truth
📣VERGUENZA ABSOLUTA: por si estáis en Málaga, zona Paseo Marítimo 🏖Huelin, os desanimo vivamente a que vayais al 🍽Chiringuito El Espigón. Me paré de paso el viernes pasado y estaba con mi 🐶perrita Berta, eran casi las 14 y no había nadie en el local. Hacía mucho frio🌬 y viento fuera, pero como tenía 🐕perro, no me dejaron entrar ... después de discutir uno 10 minutos, al insistir mucho, nos abrieron el ventanal y colocaron en una mesa de esquina al confin con la terraza, para que el perro pudiese estar "fuera" del local. Pedimos 2 espetos de sardinas que estaban fatal, crudos ... y pedí un poco de agua💧 para el perro porque tenía sed. Me traeron un envase de aluminio con agua y lo pusieron bien lejos de la mesa ... al pedir la cuenta, vi que me cobraron 50 cent por el agua del perro!!
Me quedé helada 😳😳 Pagué y me fui corriendo, no mereció la pena discutir con esa clase de gente, así que simplemente NO volveré y decidí contaros la mala experiencia para evitar que os toque lo mismo!